“IT’S All A BLUR”
“Its All A Blur”
“Under the influence of drugs for many years;Its all a blur,” the truth about Kevin Lemnah. In a message written to another drug user over the “Meta” platform months prior to the release of Drake’s Headline Tour “It’s All A Blur” I wrote those words. I said “Ive been using drugs since I was 18 years old” that’s 15 years of me being “Spun,” and that my whole adult life has been a “Blur.” I found myself in the company of drug users who had deep habits in regard to high level of “meth” and “heroin” usage and I began to watch these people start to get in trouble due to their addictions. As the game goes, people get caught up in the lifestyle of getting high and doing whatever it takes to maintain that lifestyle. One thing I’ve always known is you don’t sell out your “Plug” granted you ever find yourself in trouble. As sad as the truth is most people in today’s world do not live by that code. Be it your friends, your associates, or strangers, people are real quick to throw you under the bus in any given situation, if it benefits themselves in any manner. I’ve seen this truth in many of situations including my time in jail. I will say that your “real friends” are never the people who enable you to get drugs. That’s real truth, and as I write these words today I am 5 months and 1 week sober. I’m proud to say I’ve eliminated myself from that drug world culture and will continue my life of sobriety. From the past I’ve gotten to know a lot of drug users and I wish they all find clarity in their life journey, as I know where that road can lead to. I applaud the people in my life that have found their sobriety and been able to rebuild their lives as it not easy at times. I plan to release an album called “The Path to Darkness (A Crystal Clear Story)” where it digs deeper into the words of truth of a past lifestyle that I found myself living. Drugs have brought me to my lowest. In a letter I wrote in the jailhouse I quote this written truth “Drugs lead to two things, time in jail and death.” After years of chasing death (unintentionally), I pick “Life” and I choose to be the best version of myself. I do it for me firstly, my family secondly, and all those who support me in recovery as I build a honest and legitimate future. I do it for those who are still currently stuck in active addiction as evidence that we can all heal, recover, and go on to do great things in the world. I do it for all my brothers still stuck behind the walls, who just as I did in my past made the wrong decisions. As I wrote in my jailhouse letter I said “we are all capable of doing more given the opportunity to do so.” With truth in those words I want it to be stated that I will seize the opportunity to do more with my life. Read these words as evidence of my truth as I build up the “ItsUPexclusives” Brand. Read this as evidence that I will release my “lyrics” and “words” into the world to hopefully inspire others as I have always been inspired by others who gave their truth to the world in the form of art and musical expression. I’m not going to say that “Drake” or his team stole my words but if questioned about it, I doubt he can relay the truthful “Inspiration” into the saying as I have above stated. I can speak deeper into it, if need be but listen to my music as it explains the truth. A conversation I had with a woman friend, I specifically stated “I could never never testify in court against anyone in regard to me being a drug addict and that I couldn’t directly name anyone because as the truth of my life relates to this statement “Its All A Blur.” Even more so, I would never do anything of that nature to begin with if you actually knew my true character. This was a message I sent through “Meta’s” Messenger application which is very much regulated. I’ve given out a lot of my words, and while I can’t say that because of that direct message I had sent, I am to be credited with the direct influence of “Its All A Blur” tour, but I will say its a very unusual coincidence that shortly after that message was sent over the internet that here comes the headliner tour. In relation as another unusual coincidence, over the last year I released some of the most creative hashtags in my opinion. With the success of Taylor Swift’s “The Eras Tour” and her being so successful in the music industry, I wrote quite a few songs and verses that reference #KevinsArtTalkingToTaylorsHeart and more so I would tag the songs with #TellTaylorToMeetMeAfterTheTour. Well later that year YG and Tyga came out with their project “Hit Me When U Leave The Klub” I’m not saying that it relates to the hashtags I was releasing but I find it a very unusual coincidence that the word is “Club” is referenced as “Klub.” Call me a man named (“K” aka Kevin) who never goes to the club but I am a man who most definitely created the #TellTaylorToMeetMeAfterTheTour phase. #ICantMakeThisUP. However I will say that months after the tour started and my sent message through “Metas” platform I was listening to one of my favorite artists known as “T.Y.” and through one of his older songs I had heard the same phase “Its All A Blur.” I can’t remember the exact song but it does go to show how people can have the same ideas as others. Read this message and you can decide which content was stolen from who, or if I’m just overthinking into a unique “Coincidence.” Either way, the fact of the matter is, I am working and moving forward despite any credit that might come back to my ideas as I bring them into tangible substance. As I created these two creative “Thought” and “Dream” phrases, I hope you can respect the originality of my work.
#Dream
Destined.Reality.Escaping.A.Mind
#Thought
Thinking.How.One.Understands.Gods.Holy.Things
I am the #TweakerOfficial which symbolizes this true statement
#Tweaker
Turning.What.Everyone.Assumes.Kevin.Entirely.Represents.
I’m so much more than a man who used drugs in my past. I can’t change the past, but I strive to make the most of my future. Thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts and truth in the “Its All A Blur” Blog as I give out my words in order to show you where I’ve come from and where I aim to be as I tackle each day making the most of my time. I appreciate all of your continued support as I continue to build the “ItsUpexclusive” Brand and the GMG team. Watch us all do great things by giving back our stories in the effort to change for the better and influence others to do the same.
